I can't control myself any longer. Im beginning to hate somebody in my family members. A hint: it is a HE. It can be my brothers or my father. You can decide and see which one fits the bill. He was sick from monday to wednesday and without fail, he would keep on picking on me no matter what right or wrong things i did. Maybe he's doing that because he's sick. But must he go to the extent of doing all those stuff to me when im innocent ? How great can a person BE !
Ironically, the things that i did are not wrong. Early in the morning, before i step out of the house, he would be there standing and watching me leave the house. However, since last few days, he has not been doing so and there was once not long ago when i forget to close the main door and he even threw the bunch of keys at me just to simply asked me to close that damn door. You can be mad at me for whatever reason but i don't give a piece of shit to it because i know i did nothing wrong. Just who have i offended ? Let me know. I want to settle things and not bottle things up. So what did i do ? i stomped all the way out and slammed that door and throw back the bunch of keys. Blatantly, i didn't threw it at him. I wouldnt dare to do such a thing. But im still furious over what happens. Don't expect me to smile this few days. The feeling is terrible when the person that is most dearest to you do such a thing to you.
From now on, i will not say anything about my life, schoolwork or anything to him. He asked for it. Let me say this out. Im a understanding person which my friends know about this. I can forgive and forget but i will not take the FIRST MOVE because i did no wrong. Im sorry if i use any harsh words towards you for the past few days when you weren't unwell. I don't expect myself to do such a thing too. sometimes, its MIND OVER BODY.
Investiture has passed and it marks the end of my leadership career as a student council and a vice president. Im not boasting.
WARNING: MY HEART IS BOILING. THE MORE YOU PROVOKE, THE MORE ERRANT I'LL BE.
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